Zodwa Wabantu's life is full of both the ugly and good as she can be a best selling author if asked to document her life journey from childhood. This week, the dancer went back in time and remembered when she asked God a troubling question, which was, will she die without being a success or with no achievements. "I remember asking God would I die being nothing?" She remembered how hard life was while growing, she left home at a teen age trying to make ends meet but all was to null as her aunt advised her coming back home in other to mange the little she had. "I've been a fighter all my life. No parents. No guidance or guardian at all. But with God only. I didn't give up but I already told myself that I will just die with nothing but my stomach full." The dance queen confessed that prayer and hard-work helped her all through and was grateful towards DJ Tira who helped branding her. "DJ Tira, what I have asked you from day one, and (what) I have asked any businessman, was for them help me with tears on my face. So whatever I became or become it is because you gave me a chance in life."