Big Xhosa recently took to his social media to open up about the love-hate relationship with fame.
The star expressed how he was emotionally overwhelmed and suicidal.
Xhosa revealed everything started after he gained stardom when he released a diss track this year.
The newbie rapper went on to appreciate his fans who have been suppose for him and helping him earn a living.
“I’ve never really took a moment to appreciate and thank you guys for the support you have shown to me. You have changed my life. Ever since I became Big Xhosa I’ve never really struggled for anything financially, I have been able to provide for myself and my loved ones. I’m not rich, nor do I got everything I want, but I am blessed. And I owe all that to the people, it is you guys who discovered me and made me who I am,” he wrote.
Xhosa also mentioned that he had supposedly been receiving death treats after his brother was allegedly killed and was left inconsolable.
“However emotionally, this has been draining. It’s been times when I cry myself to sleep, suicidal thoughts do cross my mind. There is no love here, just constant pressure, aiming to please and making other people happy but acting like I am, coz in all honesty nobody cares.
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